Thursday, March 24, 2011

1,2,3 starto!

okay. selamat malam.
hahaha. penat. kepala berpinar.
sebabnya??
baru menghabiskan revision subjek Pengurusan Blk Darjah.
haha. curious kan, kenapa sadenli aku studi...hehehehe. sebab bisuk ada kuiz! duh!! terpaksa baca dr bab 1-4, dlm satu mlm. na....ambekmu!!

tambah berpinar lagi mengenang deretan task yg perlu diselesaikan.
ada KKBI anatomi n fisio yg perlu dihantar pd Monday.
ada PBS repot yg perlu dihantar (due date belum dimaklum)
ada lagi KKP hubungan etnik yg perlu di hantar pada 8 April
lagi KKP politik & kerajaan juga dihantar pd 8 April.
ada lagi...KKBI BM yg perlu dihantar pd April jugak.
lagi....kena buat model baju pengantin utk PPKM
lagi...camping UB di Balung Eco Resort dr 29 mac- 1 apr.

bha...kenapa nda berpinar-pinar kepala aku.
sudah 4 hari berpuasa. alhamdulillah. dgn puasa, aku dpt kawal perlakuan. seh!
kata mereka, let everything go!! okay. i let everything go.
but still, i can't look at her like i did before~ wuiseh!!


kisah duit??
hoho. on monday, i still got 100 in my wallet
but today, there's only syiling2 yg left owh!!
hahahahaha. mana semua duit aku lesap??
M.I.A.
PPKM asek2 mintak duit, bayar tiket yg burn, bayar itu...bayar ini... last2 nah!! teda sda duit.
seb baik baru dpt msj. 'REN, aku sda bank in duit kau'
yezzaaaaaaaaaa.....thanx my sis!!
ngehehehehehehehehee

harus teruskan kerja. ada kerja anatomi lg ne.
bha. until then.
night ebribadi!
chiao~

Saturday, March 19, 2011

satu lagi.

aku malas sda ekceli mau bangkitkan isu ne. tapi tiap kali aku TERtengok all those bullshitting pics of them, aku jadi geram n tak tentu arah!! why the bcoz?? ntah! aku rasa teraniaya kalik. nda pun aku rasa terBETRAY! ya la tu,,,sda la aku plg benci di khianati, lebih2 lg oleh manusia2 yang aku percaya dan aku pggl KAWAN!!

a friend should never betray her friends, right? kan..kan kerek..kan kuruk~ if i ever betrayed u guys, lemme know! i'll let you slap me. hahahahaha. but, seriously, i've never thinking of betraying my own friend. so, when someone i already call a friend of mine betraying me by doing this to me, i'm SPEECHLESS!! hahaa. yala,,,spechless utk bbrp minit sblm kemarahan meledak dan hati mula memaki dan tangan mula menaipkan rasa tidak senangnya di social networking. l0l~~wall aku, suka hati la aku mau tulis apa. kau nda suka, jgn la baca. ngoks! itu pun mau di ajar ka? bilang pandai. eisy!!

yang paling menyakitkan jiwa raga ku ialah, that was MY PLAN!! dammit!! l0l~ sesedap jiwa jak ya...kata cancel rupanya pergi secara senyap2. reasons? menurut beliau (identiti adalah rahsia) it's becoz every little thing that i said. hohoho. what the fffffffffff??? lucu jugak ya manusia tersebut. dia terluka gara2 aku beritahu dia satu kebenaran?? hahaha. kalik la jugak the way i talk to her not as what she/he wishes but please la...aku nda pandai berlakon. talking all nice and smile like an idiot when i'm bengang with you!! hahahahaha. sorry for not being sensitive enough. what?? you expect me to talk to you pretending that u are a princess?? go to hell!!

when DIA got no guts to tell me the truth, i'm wondering where did DIA got the guts to upload all these bullshitting pics. hohohohoho. at least, kalau dia bagitau yg dia pegi jugak vacation tu, teda la aku sakit hati gilak2. kurang2 dia berterus terang bha. not la buat aku macam IDIOT!! seriously, aku betul2 rasa mcm an IDIOT!! ne lagi sebab kenapa aku rasa sungguh geram n nda puas hati. dia treat aku macam SAMPAH!! come on la, people. kau sda besar bha. kata paham human, tp manusia simple minded mcm aku pun dia nda tau mcm mna mau deal. apakah??

what makes you the greatest?? i can simply said I HATE YOU but that's not what my heart said. my heart keep telling me that you're a friend!! BULLSHIT!!

p/s: tensen dgn esaimen.perubahan aku?? plg ketara, aku makin gem00k!! TIDAK!!!!!! i hope i didn't gain another kilo~~ please..please..please...

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

ini memang masalah!!

first of all, after all these while, suddenly feeling like writing. hahahaha. kerek's been asking me to update this mr blog of mine, but i told her i'm to0 lazy!! hahaha. actually, i'm super lazy~

vacation?? well, long journey to kota marudu for my SBE, staying there starting from
march,4 until march, 11. then, the vacation continue. in kk. hahaha. staying for the weekend with the clique. wow!! i had really good time epaking with kemek, linda, izyan n nazatul adik-beradik-as izyan call them. hahahaha.

until all of a sudden, after sending kuruk off to airport, i open my fb n my mood began to.....drop?? firing??? dunno. my mood become the worst ever. dunno how to explained this. only God knows. well,,,i'm all alone in my hotel room, then i see this bullshitting pics than....bla...bla...bla...

no more mood. will write bout this some other time. i hope to see eva ASAP. and muaz. i hope those two can explain to me why this is happening to me. haha. well then.