Thursday, May 17, 2012

bitch is going crazy!!

practically, skrg ne tgh busy exam. sibuk la sgt. dengan apa? study la!! l0l~ walhal, aku kadang2 ragu2 jugak, biar benar aku busy study? kalau busy baca komik o busy tgk drama tu normal la. tapi busy STUDY? l0l~ mcm tidak ada kesesuaian. ren-study. erm...nda sesuai!! ;)

apapun, aku ne tetap manusia jugak. pelajar pun ya la jugak. so, walau mcm mna dewa tahap malas aku tapi aku tetap kena study. the least i can do now is passing my exam. even with not so flying colors, u know? (yunho, i love u!!)

sekarang ne patut study utk subjek next week. sebab sem ne kena duduk 5 papers, tu yang jadi hampir gila sda ne. time management. aiseh!! study, study jugak. rehat, pun kena jugak. relaxing lagilah harus. kalau sda penat menghafal tu, mau jugak relax2 smbil tgk movie. yaisy!! hehehehe

preferred movie genre: ROMANTIC of course. cuz i'm very romantic.l0l~ (ren-romantic??? erm....can't do) hahaha. but truthfully, i love romantic movie. well, aku tgk jugak la crita2 adventure, thrill2 semua (ble katakan i watch all type of movies) but i prefer romantic. *lemas!!! :p

well, as a person, i trully-deeply-madly hating rules. aku ada sindrom kau-punya-rules-buat-apa-paksa-aku-ikut!! aku tidak suka mengikut peraturan2 yg manusia buat ne. setakat kena bagi surat amaran kalau nda pegi majlis penutupan bla..bla..bla.. d dewan, ada aku kesah. well, setiap sem pun aku akan dpt surat amaran. paling kurang pun sebijik. normallah tu. ren-rules mmg nda ble letak sama2.

but i have this i-will-obidiently-follow-my-own-rules way of life. i hate when others control my life but it's okay if i'm controlling my life. afterall, it's my life, no? since aku ne hidup dalam dunia tanpa peraturan, so aku buatlah peraturan2 yg ble bantu aku hidup dgn baik. hidup bebas sgt bukan elok pun.

contoh? i hate studying. but, when it's exam week, i'll make my own jadual belajar n i'll force maself to follow that schedule. like, really forcing maself!!n i follow almost 80% of the schedule. so, that's why, right now i shud be studying! cuz my schedule said so~

baru2 ne, aku discover satu lagi cara hidup baru yang perlu aku amalkan sentiasa. well, aku mmg ada sindrom aku-rasa-aku-gemuk. haha!! *sindrom ka? bukan betul2 gemuk ka? l0l~ sebab ne la aku slalu berusaha utk kurangkan berat badan. aku buat macam2 rules utk kurangkan berat. termasuklah program ren sehat, ren hebat. l0l~

minum air.atleast 1.48L everyday. n kurangkan makan!! dgn minum air ble kurangkan mkn. itu kata health trainer tu la. betul la jugak. kdg kita haus tapi impuls yg smpai ke otak ckp lapar. so, tu yg slalu sgt rasa lapar klu kurang minum air. so, klu rasa lapar, minumlah air byk2. klu masih lapar jugak, nah...mmg lapar la tu.bkn haus lg~

no fast food. entah la, tapi sejak buat rules ne, mmg aku ada peyakit i-hate-fastfood!! usually, fast food is my last option. yala, klu sda kebulur, n hanya fast food jak yg availavle, mau buat mcm mna kan? *kadang2 klu ada godaan, mkn jugak la.tp at least semggu sekali shj. klu nda mkn terus lg bagus kan. *well, semlm bru jak mkn fries mcD. brrrrrrr!!

jogs.in the morning. i like the quiet morning. joging pun rasa tenang jak.sejuk2 lagi. solo2 lagi. best la klu trn jog pagi2. *pernah terkejut time jog pasal ada orang sadenli lalu sebelah aku! out of nowhere n super fast.l0l~ rupanya lecturer pj tu cycling. masa tu mmg terkejut gilak la. sda la awal pagi yg masih gelap, sunyi n aku nda sedar pun ada org d blkg aku.haha.

no drama. well, biasanya, aku kuatkuasakan rules ne masa2 busy buat esaimen n tgh2 exam week. biasalah aku. klu sda tgk drama, mmg tdanya ingat dunia sda. exam ka, apa ka...mmg tolak tepi la sda tu. so, kena la pasang rules ne. so, sejak dr study week minggu lalu n hingga mggu ne, mmg tda tgk drama pun. nda berani!!

l0l~byknya aku merapu.skrg ne aku tgh gila online shop. kenapa? aku pun nda paham. mungkin sebab aku nda nmpak duit aku melayang kalik, tu yg aku nda kish blnja on9 ne. setakat ne sda 200 lebih habis utk on9 shop jak. beh!!! barulah~~

ok.kena kembali kpd buku PJM3112. harus kembali!! my rules kan...i shud follow la~ erm... SELAMAT HARI GURU (belated) buat semua guru2 Malaysia. Jasa kamu semua akan dikenang~

update: sda habis baca buku Finding Mr Flood. well, a little boring. so, bacalah Christmas at Tiffany's. my currently no 1 in ma fav book list. romantic...n lively! (buku pun i prefer romantik genre, okay)

then.ja na!
XOXO

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