holiday

best thing about being a teacher (or even a teacher-in-training) is that i have plenty of holiday to spend. hahahaha. i had love holiday ever since i set my first foot in a hostel^^

so, this time, i'm flying high to kota kinabalu. yezza~~arrived late at night. straight coninue the journey to kota marudu. singgah tuaran to pick kuruk up then straight to kota marudu. i'm beat!! so tired. sleepzzzzzzz~~

sunday.23 oct 2011 the long awaited day. at the afternoon, we start our journey to kudat. SIMPANG MENGAYAU....here i come!! coming here for the first time at the age of 22 is a bit embarrassing. right? hahaha. put that aside, i'm overly excited!! even taking lots of pics, thanx to my amateur photographer, miss nazatul akma^^

a bit disappointed cuz i didn't bring extra clothes. no extra clothes means no MANDI LAUT. aiseh!!! frustrated!! super!! whatever it is, i'm still happy. finally i set my two foots at the tip of borneo~~

jalan masuk menuju The Tip of Borneo^^

here we are....the landmark~~

terasa mcm mau filming titanic pun ada~

cantik tak simpang mengayau??? hehehe

yup, betullah ini tip of borneo^^

ececeh...rasa mcm model pun ada jugak =p

fly high!!! *sountrack: shinee fly high

hehehe...excitednya muka aku :)

truly the end of the tip....plg hujung la ne~

melompat lebih tinggi^^

yup....i'm here finally

hehehehe^^

excited tgk laut tp nda dpt mandi *+*

the sun about to set~

writing memory....

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

p/s: i have a really great time. thanx my sis for sponsoring my vacation^^ yezza~~ *sometimes, it feels great to be unemployed when u hv sponsor-er~~kahkahkahkah

i have the urge

l0l~~it's been a while. mood swinging lately. i write when i feel like typing. classes been very pack lately. all those micro teaching and substitute classes really worn me out.
my last saturday and sunday suppose to be my week-long-awaited paradise but it turn to be a nightmare. l0l~ why?? argh. i don't event want to recall these days in my mind. let it passed,,,like the wind^^

i still have my positive thinking,,,,right? so that's mean, i'm still good. i'm not that bad to begin with. lately...lately as in few years back, i realized my english gone from bad to suck! i can't even spell properly. not to mention talking in english.

but still, thanks to my addiction to korean drama, i still know few vocabulary. that's why i love korean drama. they are fun n in the same time, improving my english. after watching all these dramas, my english still suck anyway.

i seriously need improvement. well, i need to start babbling in english again. i should start talking in english when i got mad again. even i should stop swearing but i need to start talking bad words in english again. i hate my situation right now.

argh....i'm in a very depressing situation. i'm scared my grade will fall. and people will laugh at me. even i can just ignore them n show my stone face, but their words always pisssed me off n i feel like slapping them.

hm...it's getting longer. practicing my english bha. i need to do better than this. wish me love^^

supernatural

ahahahaha....supernatural season 7 available for download oredi. *excited!!!
sda donlod ep1 dan 2. skrg tgh donlod ep3. yay~nda sabar mau tgk.

did i mention before?? i'm a big fan of supernatural?? ahahahaha. i've watch supernatural since forever. dari season 1 hinggalah skrg, season 7. never get tired of it.

dan owh...vampire diaries season 3 also available for download oredi. i'm not that big fan of vamp diaries, but since i accidentally fall in love with damon, so i'm curious bout the story. how did it go~~ *it's izyan who persuade me to watch that vamp diaries. on top of that, i hate both the idiot i-can-do-everything heroine n the i'll-do-anything-for-you hero. it's sickening~

glee?? i'm not a fan. totally not a fan. now, glee's popularity is rising tremendously but still, i have no intention of watching the series. maybe later. i've collected the series for season 1 n 2 though.

erm...merlin?? i'm in the process of completing my collection for season 1,2 and 3. still, i'm not a fan yet. i haven't watch a single episode yet. later, maybe. after i finish supernatural season 7.whatever it is, supernatural comes first~

ah...hoping there will be another supernatural after season 7 end. please tim kripke n bob singer^^

#nowwatching cinderella sister. kau ingat jd cinderella jak derita?? kakak tiri dia lg derita beb~

buat kuruk^^

actually, aku ne jenis malas tulis sajak. lebih2 lg klu ada due date. aku lebih suka menulis bila i feel like writing. so tonite, when i walk along the corridor, i realize how much i miss the star. from my room, i can't see the sky~~ sedih*---*

here, dedicated for kuruki^^

RINDUKAN BINTANG

telah kukatakan,

aku cinta langit damai,

yang tatkala malam

dihiasi bintang bertaburan.

dari jendela,

kujenguk keluar,

hampa!

hanya bayang malam yang memenuhi

aih...aku rindu langit malam,

bersama bintang-bintangnya

aku rindu bayu malam,

bersama kedinginannya

dari balik jendela

kucari bayang kejora

kucari kerdipan bintang

hati merindu

jiwa memanggil,

namun

malam tetap menyembunyikan bintangku.

-REN-

2054 (OKT,03 2011)

*mishiu^^

jiwa jiwa

sebuah sajak yg aku tulis atas permintaan rakan.sajak uk opening teater muzikal " "RINDA". kisah mengenai perjuangan menentang penjajah Jepun di Sabah.

actually, aku sda lama bersara dr bab-bab tulis menulis ne but since she ask for a favor, i just can't refused. she had done many good deeds to me, u see...

so, even i hate the supervisor of this musical, but since the director till the actors are all my friends, so i wrote them a poem. with one condition, i myself will present the poem behind the stage~
they agree so here the poem.

KEMBOJA KELAYUAN

(intro)

susui koposionku,

miniagal di sogguas kemboja do nolubok,

poimponu koihadan, poimponu koinggoritan,

nga poinghobo kasaie tuh poinggamut.

*translate:

kisah tentang hidupku,

ibarat sepohon kemboja kelayuan,

penuh duka, penuh derita,

tapi tetap bernafas selagi akar masih bertaut.

dalam badai kehidupan,

setiap kita ada ceritanya,

kau dan aku berbeza,

kau punya ibu, kau punya bapa

kau punya matahari, kau punya cinta,

sedang aku,

ibarat kemboja kelayuan,

sendirian tersisih dari liku-liku manusia,

kenapa mereka membunuh cintaku?

sedang mereka juga manusia

megapa mereka mencuri matahariku?

sedang mereka juga punya hati

mereka bukan siapa-siapa

hanya insan asing yang menceroboh

tapi,

mereka merobek maruah pemegang panji tanah air,

mereka melakar takdir kejam

mereka memahat erti derita dalam jiwa perwira kita

(insert)

kokoro to tamashii wa motteru

kedo, sekai sonna ni amakunai

tsuyoi mona wa yomai mono wo

kanemochi wa mazushii mono wo fundari

ki wo tsukenaito

jibun mo yomai mono mazushii mono ni haru

kekkyoku giseisha wa jibun dato

*translate

kami punya hati, kami punya jiwa

namun lumrah dunia sememangnya kejam

yang kuat menindas yang lemah,

yang kaya memijak yang miskin

kerana kealpaan, kerana kelekaan

kamu jadi miskin, kamu lemah

maka kamulah mangsa

andai kemboja terusan melayu

catatan derita takkan pernah berakhir,

lantaran itu,

kejarlah bahagia itu,

akan kurampas semula matahariku

dan satukan cintaku dan cintamu,

walau nyawa perlu diperjudi

walau titisan darah sebagai cagaran

bayang merdeka akan terus ku kejar.

-REN-

12:13 pm 

Sept, 06 2011

#special thanks to NUR IZYAN SYAZWANI + EVALORENNA for the dusun+japan translation.